You see the timer over there? haha i just installed it. The timer shows the amount of time left before i regain my freedom. Whoo hoo!!! ------.-------- still got freaking 658 days as of now. But never mind, everytime i look at it i feel slightly better. Iam left with 11 more working days on the island. I hope these 11 days will pass by quickly. Once you got sick on that island, you can never expect to recover until you are able to leave that island and never to return there ever again. I still haven't recover from my freaking cough. : (

I went out yesterday to get some stuffs and i happened to pass by a guy holding a tin. He is going around asking for donations. Then the funny thing is i saw one young lady ran past him as he approaches her. lol. Wtf siaa lol. From far, the girl looks sweet and she does not seems like this kind of person to me. From the first glance, i thought she will smile at him and take out her purse and put in a few coins. But i was wrong.lol It was an unpleasant but funny sight. Girls please don't do this. It will scare most of the guys away. lol For your information, I ran faster than her. heheheheheh

another sweetest escape
Sunday, May 27, 2007

With the intention to attain
The ultimate, supreme goal
That surpasses even the wish-granting jewel,
May I constantly cherish all living beings

Whenever I associate with others,
May I view myself as the lowest of all:
And with a perfect intention,
May I cherish others as supreme

Examining my mental continuum throughout all my actions,
As soon as a delusion develops
Whereby I or others would act inappropriately,
May I firmly face it and avert it

Whenever I see unfortunate beings
Oppressed by evil and violent suffering,
May I cherish them as if I had found
A rare and precious treasure

Even if someone I have helped
And of whom I had great hopes
Nevertheless harms me without any reason,
May I see him as my holy spiritual guide

When others out of jealousy
Harm me or insult me,
May I take defeat upon myself
And offer them the victory

In short, may i directly and indirectly
Offer help and happiness to all my mothers,
And secretly take upon myself
All their harm and suffering

Furthermore, through all these method practices,
Together with a mind undefiled by stains of conceptions of the eight extremes
And that sees all phenomena as illusory,
May i be released from the bondage of mistaken
appearance and conception.

another sweetest escape
Sunday, May 13, 2007